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Right. My yuletide assignment. It's a really, really tiny fandom (really tiny, maybe even tinier than Mercy) and the request is vague enough (and mentions enough stuff I'm all for) that it's going to feel like I'm writing for myself. Which is good, technically, except I kind of wanted to get something that would be terrifying and exciting all at once, like, uh, Leverage. (But hey, I caught up with that a week ago. It was recent in my mind.) Every time I think about my assignment in terms of the story I'll be writing--I have a somewhat clear picture of it already, what the fuck--I feel so warm and calm, though. It's going to be lovely. And self-indulgent because, as I said, this is my not-so-secret tiny pairing I've been carrying a torch for since--I think it's safe to say January or February, because I got into so many things at that time I highly doubt that narrows my assignment down at all.

So, yay! At least this year I know what to write right away and am certain my recipient might like it. Last year I got a letterless, characterless request, and it was horrible. (Though I love the fic I wrote for it, even if my recipient never got back to me.)

Anyway, I have to go deal with the disaster that is my kitchen when my mom's not around and make myself some lunch, so here, have a really generic meme:

Meme: Ask me any question about any object of my fannish obsession(s) - be it my opinion on the canon to my thoughts on the fandom itself - and I will answer.

fandoms: American Idol 8, Disney Channel RPF, Bones, Glee, Mercy, HIMYM, Grey's Anatomy, Friday Night Lights, Leverage, but basically anything I've ever mentioned is game.

Last night was weird.

I was going to begin this post in a rather ominous manner, but I refrained from that and instead you get this. Last night was really, really weird. First I watched Mercy, which put me in a good mood. Then I had dinner, which put me in a frustrated, sad mood. My mom salvaged some of my emotional stability at the end, and I took half an anxiolytic pill anyway. Then yuletide assignments went out, which was really exciting and nerve-wracking, but in a good way. My sister fell asleep, as she does, and around 2AM, I think, she started screaming for my mom, as she often does.

Only thing, her eyes were wide open and she wasn't actually awake. I called my mom, she tried to calm my sister down, my sister was not waking up, still wide-eyed. I turned on the lights, and she started seizing. It wasn't brutal, body-off-the-bed seizing, but it was definitely a seizure. I freaked out. She started bleeding from the mouth because she'd bit her tongue. I told my dad to call a freaking ambulance already and they took forever asking questions and shit. She stabilized, she was still breathing, but not reacting, and when my mom talked to her she didn't reply or make eye contact or anything. It was really bizarre. I sort of unleashed my worry onto the yuletide IRC chat and annemaris, which was probably not the right thing to do but there was nothing else I could do and, yeah.

Eventually the paramedics got here, my mother told them that it was an isolated event, which, okay, she's never seized before, but she's been waking up screaming with nightmares practically daily since June. Just this time she didn't wake up. She looked almost somnambulistic, I have no idea. The only word she said before the paramedics took her away was her age, which was a huge relief to hear, and apparently she was conscious and reactive this morning, though she couldn't talk because of the tongue-biting incident.

And then she had another seizure, which--I assume if my father came back home, that's because she's stable, but she's being kept in the hospital for observation for a few days, and I'm not a person who drinks, but I'm finding alcohol really pretty useful in this situation. I'm thinking of putting some in my coffee right now.

(Some backstory: she's been sick all week, a common cold according to her doctor, mostly some bouts of coughing and fever. Not sure why I'm mentioning this, but maybe it makes a difference to someone?)

Anyway, this all feels surreal. I really hope it's just a scare, and I really hope I can hold it together and write some fic, because seriously, if there has been a moment when I should just forget about everything and think about a fictional reality in my life, this is so it.

I was going to talk about yuletide here but that seems horrible of me, so I'll probably post another entry in a while.

(Looking at my tags to tag this entry makes me want to pick my NaNo08 novel right back up.)

[14] White Collar (all episodes, no spoilers)
[12] Supernatural (5x01 - 5x06)




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The Fall Out Boy star got pretty deep with Hughesy and Kate, and then blamed himself for "over thinking everything".

Pete Wentz was in the country to promote the Greatest Hits record 'Believers Never Die'... which was also a topic of much deep discussion.

This is from Hughesy and Kate's show on 11 November 2009.

PS He's pretty short, hey? Him and Katie are standing on the lounge, with the other boys on ground.

Listen here.

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Pete Wentz and Kerley play a shocking game.

Pete Wentz on how he met Gabe Saporta.

Pete Wentz talks about Fall Out Boy's greatest hits and his visit to Skywalker Ranch.

Pete Wentz losses a bet and has to get his hair cut.

Pete Wentz listens to a 4-year-old sing his song

Pete Wentz has seen this on YouTube

Pete Wentz Revs up Nova Sales Dept!

Who played Fritz/ Hook Man fan in The Real Ghostbusters???

I read the cast list on TV.com and am still wondering. Lookit.
( Confuzzled under here )BTW I liked the episode. I'm enjoying the fun apocalypse. Seriously. No, seriously!

We, and Dan May, gets the shouts in the new Rochester Insider.

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@zackdft If you are avalible on the 22nd at around 9am till 11am and are at 18 & over with ID email me at Zack@realmfilms.com .. Again this is no pay

@zackdft Also you have to be in Los Angeles. Or at least that's where the video will be shot. And its a FOB video just so you know.

Thank you, chameleongirl79 and ilovedecaydance!

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