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Me
Maria. #. 20. 5.5 ft. lives in East-Germany – a very small village.

Fandoms
I watch a lot of TV shows, love to watch movies of all kinds & music should be my middle-name.
I tend to get really obsessed over things rather quickly. Once I am involved in certain fandoms or fangirl certain characters or people I will only talk/write about them for about 2-3 months after that time the obsession will slowly fade away, but sometimes come back suddenly.
With music I am not very picky. I actually listen to everything: from country to metal, pop to electro it doesn’t really make a difference to me :D
One strange thing about me is that I normally always dislike the characters everyone else seems to love, while I love the characters everyone else hates. I don’t know why that is, but I like to think that there is more to a character than just what is seen in the show itself. That a character is more complex.

TV: buffy the vampire slayer. emergency room. entourage. gossip girl. grey's anatomy. heroes. how i met your mother. prison break. pushing daisies. roswell. skins. supernatural. terminator: the sarah connor chronicles. the big bang theory. the unusuals.
Movies: across the universe. atonement. changeling. cloverfield. eagle eye. into the wild. penelope. revolutionary road. the edge of love. the lord of the rings. the notebook. the reader.
Music: 3 doors down. britney spears. cat power. elliott smith. fall out boy. greg laswell. hilary duff. kate walsh. kt tunstall. marié digby. nerina pallot. norah jones. slipknot. staind. taylor swift. the fray. the juliana theory. the wreckers.
Characters: bela talbot. cassie ainsworth. derek reese. emily fitch. eric murphy. eric van der woodsen. jason walsh. jenny humphrey. meredith grey. molly walker. naomi campell. olive snook. sara tancredi. sheldon cooper. ted mosby. turtle.
Ships: cassie/sid. casey/jason. castiel/dean. dean/sam. emily/naomi. eric/jenny. maria/micheal. michael/sara. ned/olive. penny/sheldon.

People: amber tamblyn. anna maria mühe. ashley tisdale. christian bale. christina ricci. drake bell. emile hirsch. ewan mcgregor. jensen ackles. justin chatwin. kristin chenoweth. misha collins. scarlett johansson. shia labeouf. taylor momsen. willa holland.

other favorites
angst. beaches. blue. books. calendars. candles. cats. chocolate. cities. clouds. cups. dreams. europe. football (the real one). graveyards. green. halloween. high buildings. history. icons. irony. jeans. kinder riegel. latte macchiato. lyrics. long shirts worn as dresses. metaphors. monster. new york. night. panties. quotes. rain. sad movies. shoes. strawberries. thunderstorms. t-shirts with funny motives. violet. water. waves. wind.


Avoids
(I don’t wanna use “dislike”, because circumstances always change things)
… in people:
I can’t stand people who judge others for their taste in music. I cannot understand people who do that and it feels like lately it has become a “trend”. Everyone who wants to be cool just listens to "The Who" or whatever old-skool-punk band and then you can laugh about people who like Britney Spears songs. Idk… this just makes me so mad – and they all have to brag about it, too by wearing shirts with the band-name or saying "that song changed the world" – omg just thinking about it makes me want to kill someone, so I’ll stop.
I highly dislike it when someone uses me. This happened to me before that I used to be there for a friend whenever she needed me, but one day when I actually would have needed a should to cry on she simply refused to see me. That is just plain mean and I really don’t need someone like that in my life.
Another thing that irks me is when someone always talks about himself or his/her problems but immediately cuts out everything that isn’t about him. Like as soon as you start to talk about your own problems he/she won’t listen anymore or suddenly has to go or whatever.

Also people who…
talk about things they know nothing about. who talk during movies in the cinema. who walk very slow (not if they are hurt obviously!). who stand in the way. who talk very obnoxious. who wear tons of make-up. who criticize things they do as well on others. who say “I love you” too much (that’s just strange IMO). who have a lot of prejudices. who think watching tv is stupid. who talk about others behind their backs. who always have an opinion on everything.

… in fandoms
TV: doctor who. one tree hill. torchwood.
Characters: addison montgomery. angelus. julie taylor. michael vaughn. ruby (all forms). serena van der woodsen. sylar.

other dislikes
ants. blood. bugs. cola light. dentists. dogs. heat. liars. orange clothes. physics. screaming. the word “soccer”. tomatoes.